"Wow... After I jumped, it occurred to me:
life is perfect, life is the best.
It's full of magic and beauty...
opportunity and television.
And surprises. Lots of surprises, yeah.
And then there's that stuff
that everybody longs for...
but they only really feel when it's gone.
All thatjust kind of hit me. I guess you don't
really see it all that clearly when you're...
you know...alive."